Monday, March 22, 2010
Deep in my mind
We all know of my stupid show on YouTube, 'Jons Mind'. It's not the best thing to watch, but hell, if you love me or just enjoy the stupid shit I say it's for you. Of course there is only so much I am wiling to say on camera. My deepest thoughts will not be recorded, at least not yet. Tell then, I write them... I truly don't know where this blog is going, but I thought I'd let you'll know.
Monday, March 15, 2010
My poetry and thoughts.. (part one)
Here are a few things I take out of my mind and put into words.
"I write these notes to myself in hopes that I will lisetn to what I have to say. And learn to see what was my past, and how it's apart of my future." - Dec 22nd
"While I lay in bed I think about the times we could of had, I think about the ones we've had as well. More importantly I'm still thinking of you. It hurts me more then it will have ever hurt you, because it's me who wants to move on in life.." - Dec 25th
"I live with no true purpose, I live with no true goal, I live with no true meaning, with no true meaning at all. I feel as if I'm lost, I feel as if I'm found, I feel as if I could be somebody, as if I was nobody at all." - Feb 8th
"Why does the human desire to have such vivid memories of something that has never occurred?" - Feb 9th
"We are born once, we die once. We live for as long as we choose." - Feb 10th
"The light at the end of the tunnel seems far more promising then the darkness known as life" - Feb 14th
"It saddens me that some of you can't think for yourselfs. You're poisoned by the people around you. Feeding off of their thoughts and opinions. When you know that it’s not wise. You should open your eyes and stop looking at the shadows of others, and cast your own light & think for yourself. Only you know what is right" - Feb 24th
"I don't know how to feel lately. My mind draws blanks when trying to find any emotions. I want to feel happy, I want to feel sad, I want to feel pain. It seems like I want to love once more, but I don't know how to anymore." - Feb 26th
"I am a god in my own eyes; perfect in every way. Now, believe you're a goddess." - Mar 10th
"This house is the burden of my life. These people in it bring me pain. I feel hate when around them, and see fake smiles on their faces. Nothing good ever comes from this place, it makes me feel smaller then I truly am. Belittled in everyway.. This house is the burden of my life." - Mar 12th
"Abuse me with your words, I won't give in to them. Abuse me with your words, I'll still stand up. Abuse me with your words, I'll still be stronger then you ever knew." - Mar 14th
...So yeah! What do you'll think?
"I write these notes to myself in hopes that I will lisetn to what I have to say. And learn to see what was my past, and how it's apart of my future." - Dec 22nd
"While I lay in bed I think about the times we could of had, I think about the ones we've had as well. More importantly I'm still thinking of you. It hurts me more then it will have ever hurt you, because it's me who wants to move on in life.." - Dec 25th
"I live with no true purpose, I live with no true goal, I live with no true meaning, with no true meaning at all. I feel as if I'm lost, I feel as if I'm found, I feel as if I could be somebody, as if I was nobody at all." - Feb 8th
"Why does the human desire to have such vivid memories of something that has never occurred?" - Feb 9th
"We are born once, we die once. We live for as long as we choose." - Feb 10th
"The light at the end of the tunnel seems far more promising then the darkness known as life" - Feb 14th
"It saddens me that some of you can't think for yourselfs. You're poisoned by the people around you. Feeding off of their thoughts and opinions. When you know that it’s not wise. You should open your eyes and stop looking at the shadows of others, and cast your own light & think for yourself. Only you know what is right" - Feb 24th
"I don't know how to feel lately. My mind draws blanks when trying to find any emotions. I want to feel happy, I want to feel sad, I want to feel pain. It seems like I want to love once more, but I don't know how to anymore." - Feb 26th
"I am a god in my own eyes; perfect in every way. Now, believe you're a goddess." - Mar 10th
"This house is the burden of my life. These people in it bring me pain. I feel hate when around them, and see fake smiles on their faces. Nothing good ever comes from this place, it makes me feel smaller then I truly am. Belittled in everyway.. This house is the burden of my life." - Mar 12th
"Abuse me with your words, I won't give in to them. Abuse me with your words, I'll still stand up. Abuse me with your words, I'll still be stronger then you ever knew." - Mar 14th
...So yeah! What do you'll think?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
The Things You Missed..
It has been a month since I have last posted anything on the personal blog. What a long month it has been too. Where to begin? Well I'll start by saying; Apple inc, your MagSafes
are the biggest piece of shits EVER. The cable gave out and for three weeks I was with out one.. There is way more to this story. I had went on eBay looking for a replacement and just when I thought I had found one it turns out that the damn thing was defective when arrived. Son of a bitches! They lied to me.. Also they sent me an 85w MagSafe, my Mac requires a 60w.. So I promptly go in contact with them an demanded a refund. Thankfully they were swift about this, and didn't require me to ship back the item; seeing that it was defective. Back to eBay I went, searching for a more trust worthy seller. Thankfully I came across one and received the working item in four business days.. Anyway, enough about that and on to some other shit. Well there wasn't all bad thins month, I pre-registered for San-Japan :3. Ever since then I been quite excited for the event, even though it's still quite sometime out. I never really been into anime, but it is really cool! I went to one yesterday with my good friend Jared, and his lady friend Felicia. We were all dressed up in Steampunk attire (I'll have more on this on the S.P.A blog).
Here is something you'll will find either really silly, or really cute. There is this girl that I find rather attractive, but the thing is I don't know how to approach her.. The reason being is that I only see her in the mornings. She and I are on the bus, in destination to the same place. I find her to be really cute, but I don't know how to approach her or simply open my mouth and start a conversation with her. To me this is a challenge; not starting conversations with strangers, but with strangers I find attractive.. Oh damn me.
are the biggest piece of shits EVER. The cable gave out and for three weeks I was with out one.. There is way more to this story. I had went on eBay looking for a replacement and just when I thought I had found one it turns out that the damn thing was defective when arrived. Son of a bitches! They lied to me.. Also they sent me an 85w MagSafe, my Mac requires a 60w.. So I promptly go in contact with them an demanded a refund. Thankfully they were swift about this, and didn't require me to ship back the item; seeing that it was defective. Back to eBay I went, searching for a more trust worthy seller. Thankfully I came across one and received the working item in four business days.. Anyway, enough about that and on to some other shit. Well there wasn't all bad thins month, I pre-registered for San-Japan :3. Ever since then I been quite excited for the event, even though it's still quite sometime out. I never really been into anime, but it is really cool! I went to one yesterday with my good friend Jared, and his lady friend Felicia. We were all dressed up in Steampunk attire (I'll have more on this on the S.P.A blog).Here is something you'll will find either really silly, or really cute. There is this girl that I find rather attractive, but the thing is I don't know how to approach her.. The reason being is that I only see her in the mornings. She and I are on the bus, in destination to the same place. I find her to be really cute, but I don't know how to approach her or simply open my mouth and start a conversation with her. To me this is a challenge; not starting conversations with strangers, but with strangers I find attractive.. Oh damn me.
So, do you'll remember 'KCB Films'? I know, it hasn't made videos in awhile, but March will bring a good amount. 'Jons Mind; will be back, and maybe some random content here and there. I need to get my opinions of things out on video so I can be heard. Now when 'Jons Mind' comes back, the episodes will not be in HD. Reasoning for this is rendering time.. But all other original content will be in HD as intended. So for now, this is all I have. Till next time.
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